I’m so irritated that I can’t find what I’m looking for. Maybe I just picked a really shitty topic to research and that’s why I’m not finding what I’m looking for. Or maybe it’s because I’m not specific on what I’m looking for and maybe that’s because I don’t know what I want to spend the next three months writing about because that’s serious commitment and I don’t like my writing that much to work on one piece for a long period of time. 

What am I supposed to do? I’ll try until 1. After that, I’ll call it quits and just receive a bad grade, because I don’t care and at least I’ve been doing really all the way until now. I can’t always get everything right. So now I just need help. 

Why can’t I just figure it out?