February 2011
139 posts
I’m really glad people think they can beat the shit out of me when they’re mad. Reallll cool.
Tumblr is stupid.
D:<
January 2011
59 posts
I applaud people who use what they’ve learned to make a living for themselves. Like this guy I know, he’s into graphic design type stuff and has created his own stickers, clothing line, etc. I think that’s pretty cool.
I’m glad this day is almost over. It seems impossible to ever end a day on a good note. At least it’s being consistent. I appreciate that.
Today-...
Random obsessions.
Matchbox Twenty [lately]. Taking pictures of trees. Walking into my room and moving a frame until it’s perfectly straight. Listening to rain. Wandering random streets. Telling a stranger I like something of theirs [when I’m working]. Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. <3
I want to sleep under the stars. I want to have my own star. I want to dance on a stage in an empty...
As a person-
I can only do so much.
Weak at the knees.
That’s all I have to offer.
I don’t get it.
Time to get ready.
I’m going to visit UW-Milwaukee with my cousin. And I’m really pumped. Going out to lunch, grabbing some coffee. Yeah. Sounds pretty cool to me. I hope he brings his camera, he’s an awesome photographer.
I passed my Geo Science Final! Great. Now, just waiting on A.P……
I wonder if I got mail yesterday. Looking for two things to come in.
I had this crazy dream...
eyeh8pie-deactivated20110705 asked: But I only had a D for both quarters, I think. It still says I have a "D" though so is that the final grade.....oh and Ps does it say you submitted your final draft for Newspaper because it says mine is missing?
Thank god.
Even though, my day was pretty terrible. 1. Not a good job on my math final. 2. Seeing freshman go into my car. 3. Almost get grounded.
In the end, I passed my trig class this semester. Passed government. Now just waiting on A.P. English…
I’m uncomfortable. Anxious. Excited. Upset. Exhausted. Hm. Maybe I’ll just go to bed. I really hope I don’t regret not trying out...
I’m falling more in love. With every single...
Watch<33
It feels like I'm doing something right, when this...
Beda: Will you come visit us?
Me: When?
Beda: When you leave.
Me: When I'm at college?
Beda: Yeah..
Me: Sure, how often do you want me to visit?
Beda: Every week.
Me: You sure you won't be seeing me too much?
Beda: Positive.
I’m glad that somebody knows what’s going on without me having to say anything. It limits how much I change myself/things around me. Thanks.
I'm really nervous.
Interview tomorrow. Afraid I’ll mess it up. :/
Favorites?
Stress Relief Hand Soap from Bath & Body Works. Curious perfume by Britney Spears. The Fray. Summerfest. Maggie Lawler. Sam Gordon. Andrea Romero. The lake. The color purple and blue. Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. Carmex. Grape-Raspberry Vitamin Water. Reeses. Double Chocolate Chip Frappuccino’s from Starbucks. Rain. 65º...
I don't know.
Government and Geo Science.
Time to study.
I’m quite aware of my studying habits, thank you very much.
Making it a habit
Of killing zombies with mah best friend. But we’ve been stuck in the same part of the mall for at least…[2 hours our time] 10 hours their time. And it’s tiring.
I liked. We just got out. And now we’re gonna die. I say we even though she’s playing and I’m watching..Haha. :)
I have to read only 100 or so more pages of that book. My eyes are tired.
Mk. Well...
I would absolutely love
A surprise. A big one. Sometime soon. Make my day. Pleaseeeeeee.
And thank you. (:
Wow the day’s over already? Okay. Shower. Read. Bed. :)
Ooh whatcha say.
I can’t remember my dream. But I remember someone saying, “Hey can I ask you a question?” “Yeah sure hold on one second…” I look at them with a smile and then go, “Here it comes!” And then my alarm went off. Interesting.
Going to study for my math final this fine morning. I feel, not fantastic.
What’s on my mind? Everything. But in order to...
I have finally decided.
On where I plan to live next year. It’s pretty much another sigh of relief. Got one more thing accomplished. Now to apply for scholarships.
I have to do a bunch of study guides this weekend. Prepare myself for the week that follows. Yeah, after this week, I can start all over. And then it will be time to let my perfectionist come out for production night. [I lied, I’m going to be...
I can feel the exhaustion already kicking in.
This book isn’t so terrible anymore. Too bad it took until the day before to start reading it. But since I’m now interested in it, I won’t mind staying up all night to read it. All nighter? Sure. Why not. I’ll just be irritated at work tomorrow, but that’s okay.
I’ve realized, I can never be in a healthy friendship. As much as I’d love to say...
Funny how this has all been playing out.
I
am exhausted. am frustrated. am starting to get sick. am irritated. am stressed. am hoping to complete all that i need to in time. am hoping I don’t mess up.
Fun time hanging out with Matt. Sneaking pizza into McDonalds.
“When you’re 100 years old, then you turn 101..will you become a kid again?”
“Nope.”
“Sounds better than dying. Wouldn’t you want to do that?”
I would.
I hate colleges. I hate high school. I hate people. I hate fear. I hate competing. I hate so much more. I need to start reading....
I can't tell you enough.
How much I love the person I’m with. <3
Patience.
Where are you?
My last resort.
Turned me down. Real cool, man.
Every inch of me is bruised.
I have suddenly been hit with the feeling of sickness. Nauseousness, dizziness, everything. I hope work goes by fast tomorrow, and that I get to finish everything that I need to for the following day. I’m mainly concerned about my math.
The past two days I’ve had dreams of me almost dying. If you didn’t know already, I’m a freak for dreams. I analyze my dreams, and care...
Today feels like
it should be a date day. :/
One, two, three, four.
S.M.M.A.T.
I think that’s all.
Birthday, come faster.
Remember that one time, I said I wanted to be in the Talent Show this year? I changed my mind. It’s just not going to happen. Because nothing ever does.
Watch
Waiting for the End of the World by Lee Deaville
I hate you.
Mhm.
I woke up, with a nice bruise on my arm. Thank you very much best friend, for shoving me into the corner of a locker bay. Now we all know who the real bully is.
Dear ITHS&A,
When you read this editorial, don’t feel like I’m telling you you’re a piece of shit for destroying our school. I’m actually telling you, you’re all terrible people the nicest way I possibly can.
Sincerely,
Lainey.
Let’s see if it runs the way it has originally been written.
Somebody's got to take care of him.
My left arm, is really sore. I’m waiting for a bruise to just appear in the morning. I feel asleep, and now, my eyes feel really heavy. I mean. It hurts REALLY bad to touch them, at all. As though they’re also bruised. Signs of death? Maybe.
